THROUGH TH3 WALL: One Week From Today...

Friday, July 29, 2005

One Week From Today...

1.) I will pick up my packet for my first Half-Ironman race.

2.) I will sit outside on the curb of my hotel as I look up at the night sky. And I will spend my last few hours with who I used to be.

3.) I will remember and repeat every single scrap of support and encouragement that I have received.

4.) I will close my eyes because it will be the only way for me to see the enormity of what I am about to do.

5.) And I will imagine victory.

12 Comments:

The Big Cheese said...: That gave me goosebumps.; 5:57 PM
TriChip said...: Well put. I think you have already achieved a major victory getting to the starting line of such an epic event. Enjoy the ride next Saturday.; 5:59 PM
Shelley said...: That a girl!!!; 6:03 PM
bunnygirl said...: What's the last day you'll be online before you head up? I have a special blog post that I think you'll like, but I don't want to put it up now because it might get superceded by thoughts from my reunion this weekend...; 7:24 PM
Wil said...: You're too sweet - I'll be online until Friday morning, we're heading up that evening. Thank you so much. All of this support from everyone has really meant a lot to me.; 7:34 PM
Vertical Man said...: And you will remember the training we did, SEBA's #1&3, how easy it all was, and that race day is just another day.; 2:29 AM
Jon (was) in Michigan said...: And you'll imagine the lightning shorts woman getting her goggles stuck in her spokes and being chased by that dog!; 9:14 AM
Vertical Man said...: And now, one week from TODAY (Saturday morning) you'll be halfway through the Steelhead bike and having a blast.; 11:07 AM
White Salamander said...: Yeah! Damn Right! Having followed your blog a pretty long while I know how well you have trained. Your body is prepared and your mind is ready. You will do outstanding!; 12:01 PM
Rudi said...: Thanks for the supportive comment at my blog! Cycling is the warm-weather addiction for me, without a doubt.

And I'll be rooting for you and your Steelhead moment - I'm sure you'll rock 'em! As a fellow Taurus, I completely identify with the need to rise to the challenge.

Rock on!; 12:43 PM
mipper said...: beautiful; 2:03 PM
BlackOps said...: I love your number 4 comment.; 3:50 PM

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2008 Race Season
June 27-29	WIBA	Wisconsin Brick Adventure
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March, 2005	Bride of Zoy	15K Trail Run
June, 2005	Sunburst	My First Marathon
June, 2005	Mideast Championship	Sprint
July, 2005	Culver	Sprint Distance
August, 2005	Steelhead	Half-Ironman
September, 2005	Niles Optimist	Long Sprint
October, 2005	LaSalle Bank	Marathon
May, 2006	Indy Mini	Half-Marathon
September, 2006	Wisconsin	Ironman
May, 2007	Wildflower	Olympic
June, 2007	Sunburst	Half-Marathon
June, 2007	High Cliff	Half-Ironman
July, 2007	Spirit of Racine	Half-Ironman
September, 2007	Wisconsin	Ironman

Well, crashing is never fun, and having fallen on my face several times throughout the course of my life, I've learned that there's something to be said for living with a mouth full of dirt: spitting mud is inevitably better than spitting blood, especially when falling in the first place is the result of my own carelessness.

So, I guess that putting up with the grains of sand crunching between my teeth for an eon up the road is just the price I have to pay for the mercy of the trade off. Maybe that's the real meaning of, "grit your teeth" and bear it - clever, in a kind of kick in the head sort of way - but OK. So just get back on the bike.

I will get where I'm going eventually, and at least it looks like I'm on the right path now. 15, 25, 56, 112...the miles don't go on forever. I just have to slow down a little bit and watch for what's up ahead. Low branches go for the throat, and hitting them at a fast pace is usually a race ender to say the least.

Relax, I'll tell myself, covering this kind of ground is always a pain in the ass.

I hate the feeling of other people's bubbles.

Race Day: To give up the day-to-day luxuries of the masses for the luxury of a day the masses will never have.

I will let it roll in and rain down, and I will ride through it.

Shake out the little rocks before they cause big problems in the long run.

Bring me hail and angry skies, ominous clouds for miles and miles.

Wrap the gale around my eyes and let all of the devils loose for a while.
Let them run and stomp my fires, let them come and lock my tires for in these falls I have learned something of pain.

I have learned to absorb it and to get up again.

Physical pain is finite.

Physical ability can be carved, mental toughness can be forged, but passion must be born. It takes flesh and blood and heart and guts. And that's why you have to bleed to be the best.

Get up.
It sucks.
Then it doesn't.
Go train.
It sucks.
Then it doesn't.
Always.
In that order.

Spring Cleaning Core Beliefs

Crossroads come along now and then... they're proof that I'm getting somewhere.

If I am to fall, let me fall, for I would not surrender. If I am to bleed, let me bleed, for I would not die unscathed.

Given this, at the very least I can say, as I lie there under the weight of having lost, that I believed this much in myself.

And at the most, I will be remembered a warrior.

Potential is amazing. Determination is liberating. So the way I see it, there's not much out there that need be terribly intimidating...

It takes far more effort to compose a rationale for not doing than it does to actually do.

By the time you've sorted all of the reasons to stay in bed, invented just the right excuse that facilitates the injection of your perfectly prescribed justification, you'd be halfway out the door. Ironically, the easiest way around is through.

Take it out of the 53. Don't make things harder than they need to be.

They say the hardest part of anything hard is starting, and looking back on my life, I'd have to agree. More importantly however, it seems the longer we put off starting, the harder whatever it is we'd like to accomplish seems to become, and I wonder if this were more apparent - if this were the default adage - we'd wait so long to begin chasing down what it is we'd "if only" have.

Clearly had I known this, I'd have undoubtedly just begun.

We are the potential of our strengths and limitations of our weaknesses, and the first step in navigating both is to start embracing them - in their entirety - as our own. I think only then can we ever hope to mold them into what we'd have them be, and ideally, maybe even realize they're already what we've been trying to embody all along.

The less I think and the more I accept, the farther I'll go and the happier I'll be. I will succeed organically, because this is what's in me.

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~ Emperor Hirohito

"Anything is possible, but you have to believe and you have to fight."
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"The fear of suffering is often worse than the suffering itself."
~ Paolo Coelho, The Alchemist

"...it's only pain and it's only suffering. It's not going to kill you. And if it's not going to kill you, what's the big deal?"
~ Chris Kostman, AdventureCORPS

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~ Volataire

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~ Anonymous

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"You will be what you will to be; let failure find its false content in that poor word 'environment,' but spirit scorns it, and is free,

It masters time, it conquers space, it cows that boastful trickster Chance, and bids the tyrant Circumstance uncrown and fill a servant's place.

The human Will, that force unseen, the offspring of a deathless Soul, can hew the way to any goal, though walls of granite intervene.

Be not impatient in delay, but wait as one who understands; when spirit rises and commands, the gods are ready to obey.

The river seeking for the sea confronts the dam and precipice, yet knows it cannot fail or miss; you will be what you will to be!"
~ Ella Wheeler Wilcox

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"We ain't making no gaddamn cornflakes here."
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"Second star on the right and straight on 'till morning."
~ Peter Pan pointing the way to Neverland

"I bring my own weather with me."
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"You are what you love, not what loves you."
~ "Donald Kaufman" - Adaptation

"It's lack of faith that makes people afraid of meeting challenges, and I believed in myself."
~ Muhammad Ali

"For loan oft loses both itself and friend,
And borrowing dulls the edge of husbandry.
This above all: to thine ownself be true,
And it must follow, as the night the day,
Thou canst not then be false to any man."
~ Hamlet

"When you go to war as a boy you have a great illusion of immortality. Other people get killed; not you. . . . then when you are badly wounded the first time you lose that illusion and you know it can happen to you.

After being severely wounded two weeks before my 19th birthday, I had a bad time until I figured out that nothing could happen to me that had not happened to all men before me. Whatever I had to do men had always done. If they had done it, then I could do it too, and the best thing was not to worry about it."
~ Ernest Hemingway

"The minute you start talking about what you're going to do if you lose, you have lost."
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Friday, July 29, 2005

One Week From Today...

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