Sunday, November 15, 2009

1645

"Change and growth take place when a person has risked himself, and dares to become involved in experimenting with his own life." ~ Herbert Otto

"First say to yourself what you would be; and then do what you have to do." ~ Epictetus
The latter is my favorite quote, but I thought they would both be good ones for today.

You remember that old commercial with the kid and the owl that says, "How many licks does it take to get to the center of a Tootsie Roll Tootsie Pop?" Well, I've on occasion asked myself how many posts it would take until I decided it was time to bring my THROUGH TH3 WALL adventure to a close. As infrequently as I've been posting lately guys, and in realizing just how full circle I've really come thanks to Friday's confirmation of things I hoped were true, I must say it seems that post is this one.

It's just run it's course, I think -- pun intended ;) Four years ago I started with a plan to become someone I wanted to be, all the while facing down whatever harbored devils I discovered along the way -- and I'm proud, very proud in fact, to say I did it. It was a hell of fight, the demarcating one my life no doubt, but like all races and all journeys, this one, too, must end.

From here on out lies the tale of what I'm going to do, having become what I set out to become. My life as "Wil" has ironically turned out to be better than I expected it might, all because "Wil" was always "me," I just didn't know it at the time. That said, maybe there will be a sequel to THROUGH TH3 WALL; a website where I post story snippets or the random philosophical musings for which I've become so [in]famous. Maybe Tri-Life Lessons will transmute into Literary-Life Lessons in the stories I write and the characters I create, and with any luck, maybe those will resonate even more than the Tri-Life Lessons have because they'll transcend genre... who knows?

Now, to answer the questions likely burning out there, I do still plan to do triathlons here and there, though I plan to spend much more time on my first love, running, from here on out. I still plan to co-host WIBA each year and meet up with all my dear old (and new) friends, as well as stay affiliated with my amazing friends and teammates on Team Evotri. And as for GYGO, well, I think it's apropos we only did 49 shows; the 50th always hovering out there somewhere too full of potential to ever actually be realized on tape. One of these days when I have an extra month or so, I'll go back and make a reel of all 49 Tri-Life Lessons, adding a final one to encompass them all. I think I need a little time first to let it all sink in though; then I can do that particular job justice. But rest assured, it'll come.

On a side note, there's been some interest in turning THROUGH TH3 WALL itself into a book, and while I had different ideas initially of what my first book might be in Forging Iron Wil, maybe it wouldn't be so different after all. I guess time will tell.

In the meantime, I thank each of you for boarding this train at some point, and to you old schoolers especially for hanging on. It's been a hell of a ride, hasn't it? Your support and encouragement over the years have been a huge part of why I succeeded at this whole crazy project in the first place, and for that I can't thank you enough.

Please be advised this post will officially serve as my last here on THROUGH TH3 WALL, save the announcement of the sequel site, about which I'll make up my mind here in the next few days or so. Regardless of if I launch that site or not, however, please know this one will go offline very soon.

Whew. So we're here huh? You know something, there was a time I thought I'd suffocate and die if I didn't have this place for one reason or another. It actually panicked me to even think about it. Little did I know then the truest testimony to its worth would be the day I finally felt ready to let it go.

I guess with that, there's really just one thing left to say:

All right, everybody... until next time, this is Iron Wil, signing off.
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24 Comments:

Blogger Ben said...

Thanks for sharing so much with us! I bet we'll be hearing from you again, in your own time and on your own terms. Maybe you'll surprise us with a 50th GYGO?

I'm waiting for a DVD to burn; I've just finished making a slideshow for my triathlon club's annual dinner tomorrow (tonight!) and am strolling through some favourite sites. I started in triathlon four years ago and had no idea, or even ambition, that I'd end up with three Ironman races under my belt. It's all about the journey...

2:21 AM  
Blogger LBTEPA said...

Byeeeeeeeeeeeeee!! You've contributed to all my big dreams - Thanks so much for everything Wil ((hugs)))

3:05 AM  
Anonymous Carl Fysh said...

I want to protest but that would be selfish. I hope to see you on the flipside Ironwil! Thank you for getting me off the couch and into spandex.

8:56 AM  
Blogger M said...

You were one of the first tri blogs I ever read, and the first blogger I ever met in person. And of course - lest we forget - that first meeting and your blog were the middleman through which I met my now-husband!

I certainly have enjoyed reading about life through your eyes - please check back and let us know what the new plans are!

10:53 AM  
Blogger MJ said...

Thank you....for your courage, your honesty, and for sharing yourself and your story so unsparingly as you let us witness your becoming Wil. You are impressive in many ways, and you will be missed until your talent and drive makes you visible to us again, whether on another site, in a book, in a race or wherever it may be.

Namaste and be well.

12:27 PM  
Blogger MF said...

I'll miss you posts! Take Care!

9:06 PM  
Blogger JohnnyTri said...

I will miss you like so many others! Hope to see you out on the running roads some day as it will always be an Honor to me you!!!!!

Rockon'

9:33 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Thanks for sharing so much of yourself. I know it wasn't always easy. I enjoy your writing style and do hope--at some point--you finish that book. Knowing your schedule, maybe that will be a retirement project for you? Best of luck. Take care.

12:06 AM  
Blogger RunBubbaRun said...

Hey Iron Will,

Thanks for the GYGO shows and blogging. It was great meeting you in person as well and sharing that IMWI experince with you.

Whatever path you take, may it be a great one. Happy trails and maybe I'll see ya around again one of these days.

12:28 AM  
Blogger Calyx Meredith said...

Thank you for putting yourself out there for me (and everyone else) to find. I wondered a few months ago if this was coming (and selfishly hoped it wasn't) - but I honor you and wish you the very, very best. (And I was dead up serious about showing up on your doorstep to drag you off for coffee - so you are warned.) Peace, sister.

6:54 AM  
Blogger Triathlete 22 said...

A sad day indeed, thank you for everything, one last time....Hello and farewell from across the water in England!

Rhys

7:56 AM  
Blogger Wes said...

It's been a good run, Wil... Thanks for motivating and inspiring this over weight middle aged man to become Iron. I will not forget.

9:12 AM  
Blogger Bob said...

Best of luck in your endeavors.

10:28 AM  
Blogger soccerdad said...

Wow, what a sad day this is for the triathlon community. As someone who was with you from your first post to your last, let me say that you will be sorely missed. You have inspired many, many people by allowing them a glimpse into your life, and taking lessons from it. With both you and Kahuna now offline, the rest of us will now have to make our way ourselves somehow. You two were always like the parents of our little triathlon blogging community. I'll miss ya, Wil.

12:06 PM  
Blogger Mango said...

I guess I knew this was coming, even if I had not fully realized it yet. Sad day indeed, at least for your audience. It seems like it is time for you to move on. Thank you for sharing your journey and inspiring many along the way. I wish you good luck on your future journeys - even though you don't need luck. Thank you and farewell (hopefully thus is not a complete goodbye and you will share with us some of your other writings)

12:12 PM  
Blogger Led2 said...

This blog will be missed but I have a sneaking suspicion that we'll hear from you again. Luv you sis!

1:51 PM  
Blogger xt4 said...

Be cool, girl.

11:17 PM  
Blogger Stef said...

Hey there thanks for this post. Yours was the first blog I found when I committed to the Silverman Half back in 2006. That race changed my life so profoundly I still can't think about it without getting emotional.

As for blogging my readership spiked when you linked to me way back when (has to be a couple of years now). I had emailed you to ask if you minded that I linked to YOU. Lol. Blogger etiquette. Wanted to make sure I was doing it "correctly." :) The things we don't know but just step forward and do anyway. I appreciated that link then and I do now as many of my core blogger buds came out of that connection. Thank you.

Thanks for being here and sharing your journey with us. I will miss your posts but I also think that moving on is beyond AWESOME. Warmly, Stef

10:45 PM  
Blogger Shelley said...

Wow, the world will be a sad place without you in bloggerland...:-(
You have always been an inspiration right since the first time I found your blog many years ago...

9:39 AM  
Blogger Curtai said...

Fe-Wil,
Thanks for your time and energy. I have been touched by your writing. Thank you.

11:35 AM  
Blogger Christy said...

Wow! It's been quite the journey. I found you when I went looking for inspiration for my first marathon, then got hooked and into triathlon because it was so much more - so much more time in training and in thinking and in doing than just running alone. And so much out of my comfort zone.

For the first two years of the blog you were often my first stop in the morning, jazzing up my day with your latest training update, race report or life lesson.

I took my own journey to Ironman after you and learned many of the same lessons, the hard way, having missed the bike cutoff the first time in the rain at Lake Placid last year. I went back this year, because I knew it could be done, that I needed to cross that line and prove to myself that I could.

So, thank you. From listening to GYGO on my Monday morning runs and to your amazing writing on an almost daily basis for so long,

I've been inspired, laughed, cried and celebrated along with you. My husband didn't understand when I stayed up to watch the tracker on Ironman.com in September 2006 (or contribute $ to GYGO!), but he does now since he crossed the Ironman finish line this year, 3 hours ahead of me!

Best of luck, I hope you continue to share with us in some form or another.

Christy in Virginia
Ironman Lake Placid 2009 Finisher

4:52 PM  
Blogger Jack said...

Thanks for everything you've shared here. You are a big inspiration to me, and I wish you all the best.

8:08 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Thank you, Wil. I have enjoyed following your journey. Your thoughts, humor, and tri-life lessons have been inspiration for me as I find my way down my own path.

I'll miss your posts and podcasts ... and count myself fortunate to have connected with you.

All the best!
-- Dave "Tri-ing to Balance in Boston"
GYGO #37

4:15 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Thank you for sharing so much of yourself and your insights with all of us. I have followed your blog and podcast from close to the beginning. Although I have never contacted you before, I felt moved to respond to your last post. Your work has inspired, educated, entertained, and challenged me. I sincerely thank you for that.

I also want to commend you for having the strength to move on to your next journey. To me, it is a sign of optimism and confidence in what is in store for your future.

Wil, you are talented, ambitious, and tireless! What an honor it has been to follow your life over the past few years. Best wishes to you in the future.

9:43 PM  

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